my sister obviously feels better. #duckface (Taken with instagram)
random sweet memories.
it was the last day at anytown and we were doing the eye contact exercise, and everyone was crying because we didn’t want to leave. and this kid that i’ve never really talked to, he grabbed my hands and he was crying and he said “you are one of the coolest girls i’ve ever met.” and it was just so nice and i’ll never forget it.
Since I leave in 9 days, everything’s crammed.
I have to do my driving school tomorrow. HAVE TO. I can’t get another extension, if I miss this deadline I’m going to have to pay the ticket and get points on my license. And it’s for a speeding ticket. Ridiculous, I’m such a procrastinator.
This weekend is my last weekend here. River trip, best friend time with Krysta and Ricky, and I need to go get a UofA shirt for Breanna’s birthday. (shes OBSESSED with asu..) haha.
also, I’m confused as to how the mailing system works at LC. I guess I’ll figure it out eh?
I’m excited to connect with God. early morning coffee shop quiet time, random alone time with Jesus. seeing kids excited faces, laughing at the skits, being HAPPY.
also, I can’t wait to reunite with everyone I haven’t seen in a million years.
(Source: wheels-of-faith)
prayers for my little sister as she goes into surgery! :( (Taken with instagram)
everyone is done with benchmarks so now I’m left just to think, my eyes burn and my eyelids are heavy but I can’t get comfortable and I’m not ready to move to the floor yet. I didn’t get any sleep last night and I’m feeling myself contorting to what I used to be, I’m sinking and slipping and surrendering. And I’m sorry I was never there for some of you when I convincingly promised I would be, if I’ve disappointed, let down, made angry.
I’ve claimed to be learning but it seems that I’m only losing knowledge, this is a rant of aimless thoughts and emotions rambling throughout my body but it’s raw and it’s true and it’s unfortunate, I wish I was coated in joy and God’s light but I’m still so absorbed in the devil’s temptations and having trouble breaking free. My wings are clipped and unable to spread, I’m stuck on the ground when I know I should be up in the skies.
dylan and I are funny
so many bird puns
I’M SERIOUSLY LAUGHING SO HARD
NEST
HERON
BIRDEN
AHAHAHAHAHA
In the back of the previously stated journal, there’s this “things to keep” folder. I just opened it to see if I put anything in there & I found this. I have never seen this before. It’s a little note from Abby, telling me that I’m beautiful and that God made me in his perfect image. It was such a tear-jerking little gem to find. I love you Abby! (Taken with instagram)
This upcoming weekend is my last weekend here until I’m gone for a month.
I won’t be on Tumblr, or Facebook, or any social media bologna (besides Instagram..nigga loves her instagram)
and yeah, I can text but I’ll rarely have my phone on me, and who wants to do that anyways when serving Jesus?
I have an address that you guys can send me letters to and I would totally love it!
I’m not posting it ‘til I leave thoughhh
